Love and Passion

Love and passion walk together in a vague line
Without caring the true heart beside in mine
The line sometimes makes me falter
In which side I should stand nearer

But, love and passion couldn’t be separated
Even, I really try hard to reject it
It will always make a blur shadow
Even you try to close your heart window

Loving or admiring someone is a right
Standing inside without feeling outside
This passion giving a sign to be real
No one could forbid the heart to feel

Let me say I love you
Let me always feel you
Facing together in balancing love and passion
Keeping you forever in my lovely prison

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Forbidden Love (The more I forget you, the more I love you)

Since the first time you come to my life
I never think that you will be only mine
I push my self strongly to hold your heart
Even if that it is forbidden for our love

I know that I shouldn’t still love you again
But I can’t do anything to brush away this feeling
Don’t ask me to let you go from my life
Because to be with you it’s all that I want

But the destiny has changed everything
When I’m looking at the dark sky in the middle of the night
I realize that sooner or later I can’t be your angel
I should stop loving and thinking about you

But please . . .
Let your love always grows in my heart
Because . . .
The more I forget you, the more I love you

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No More Tears

I am Sandra, the bread winner in my family. The new status that should I do. After my father died because of riots that happened in Jakarta in 1998, the life of my family turned into zero level. The riot was so scary. The looting happened in every single place in Jakarta. Jakarta was so dark at that time. The smoke from the burned houses, buildings, tires, and cars covered Jakarta fully. The people felt angry with the mess condition of this country. However, the people did anarchy actions without thinking that the actions were really hazardous.

The more complicated situation happened in my family. The cheerfulness became dispiritedness. The condition of my family was really worst. My mother was like a stiff sculpture without having spirit of life. She always looked gloomy because she felt that she has been lost her part of body. On the other hand, my two little sisters were like the moony people. They were very shocked because the hero died without giving the last smile. This mess situation took me in heavy burden. It was forbidden for me to cry along time.

“Mom . . . please let father go . . . I know that it’s very hard for you to accept this sudden incident.”

My mother’s tears fell down in her cheek.

Day by day, the condition was still in blue. Every day I tried to cheer up my beloved mother and sisters. Till I felt that it would be useless. In front of them, I always gave my warmth smile. I never showed my blue. Till the end, the miracle came. My mother began to utter even one or two words. I was so happy because I believed that it was the good beginning. I wanted my mother to be normal again. Waiting for along time, finally my pray was granted. My mom was no longer sad. She tried to accept the condition and made the situation in ordinary.

In the end of December, the cheerfulness was back among my family. The sweet smiles from my mother and my two little sisters colored our life again. We tried to be normal in facing this cruel life. We believed that we could lead this complicated life even without my beloved father.

My father was died. The role has already taken by me. I have to work hard everyday. It should be done because I was the bread winner. I thanked to God, because His bless, I could survive and face this heavy life without any complaining. No more sadness in my family. All the things were normal again. I believed that my mother, my two little sisters, and I could survive to face the next test from God. Whatever the problem, my family and I would face it with the most beautiful smile. No more tears and no more sadness at all.

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Unsaid

well... well... well...

I wanna share with you guys... Do you know Lala Karmela?? Actually, I don't know her exactly. However, when I watched "Arti Sahabat" I started to be familiar again with this girl. Yup... she is Indonesian actress. She ever played in "Senandung Masa Puber" with Raffi Ahmad, Laudya C. Bella, Bunga C. Lestari. Nowadays, she is more populer to be a singer in Philippine. Moreover, she ever sang with Cristian Bautista, a popular male singer in Philippine. They sang "Unsaid"
wow... this song is so great!!! so touching...
This is the lyric

UNSAID

Here I am on my own
Trying hard to let go
Wish I could say goodbye
To a love I tried hard to deny

No I can't run from the past
I'm holding on to a dream that won't last

Truly forever my love is just for you
But now you belong to someone new
Dreaming that someday, I'd share my life with you
I'm hoping, you feel the same way too

If only I cud turn back time
To the place where I first saw your sweet smile
Cause there in your eyes, I saw something true
And I just can't erase, these memories of you

Truly forever my love is just for you
This heart was never meant to someone new
Dreaming that someday, I'd share my life with you
I'm hoping, you feel the same way too

And all my life (all my life)
Is just for you...

Do you feel it too? (Do you feel it too?)

Truly Forever... (Truly Forever)
My Baby Forever Only for you... (Only for you)
And now it's too late (But now it's too late)
Time did not wait (Time did not wait)
Maybe, it's better left unsaid

I wish that you
Somehow knew
That deep inside
I feel the same way too...

What do you think guys?? Is it good? I suggest you to play this song... and feel it!!!

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Jealousy

Huffttt... actually what is the meaning of jealousy?? is it justifiable?
I think everybody ever feels this feeling.. Is it negative? Is it wrong? I don't know exactly about all the answers. Sometimes I ask to my heart... Am I overprotective? I don't think so,,, It's just my way to show that I really love and care about you. Maybe, this way isn't right... Believe me... I did it because I love you...

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