Who Is My Sweet Heart??

Night... Huffttt... It's really cold today. I never think about this complicated feeling. Am I stubborn? yes. Is it something wrong if I dream of my husband? I think it will be not too much if I think about my dream husband.
Like or dislike... I want to have someone who really loves me and my family. I can feel comfortable when I stay on his side. However, my mother always said that your husband must be afraid of God. If that so, he will not hurt you. Simple but it sounds difficult to find. Let's see.. what will happen to me in two years later... Let me find my real sweetheart!!