Confusing

It's like a confusing life. Sometimes I can feel that I can be yours. However, I feel different feeling. I don't know exactly, whether you treat me as a baby or just an ordinary friend. Firstly, you said that I am yours. I doubt it at all. Why??? Because you don't treat me as yours. . .
I want you to accompany me . . I want you to be here . . I want you to be mine . . Am I only dreaming????
I don't want to open my eyes, coz I am afraid if suddenly I know the fact. The fact that you never love me at all . . .
Let me always love you, although you never love me . . .

Firstly, you said that you wanna be right here with me... So far,,, the bitterness and lies look clearly..
I don't know what actually happen to you.. Do you have another love?? I don't know it..

It seems like "the broken vow"

Tell me her name
I want to know
The way she looks
And where you go
I need to see her face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end

Tell me again
I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own

I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow

Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time